im anxious. i dont know why!
im emo. ive been listening to the spill canvas all day.
im tired. of working.
i havent picked up a camera to be productive in... months.
im not inspired. actually... i am. i just dont have the time.
im still anxious.
my stomach has a weird feeling. not a bad one.
my brain feels kind of overwhelmed. not stressed though.
anxious.
im always rushing the week to be over for the weekend. but i dont want summer to end.
i have to register for classes in 8 days. i havent picked up a catalog. all i know is im taking advanced photo and photo history. i need 2 more classes. i want to take advanced art but i suck in drawing. im SO over computer classes. i havent looked at my grades because i dont want to see my d in illustrator.
anxious.
i like my dark hair better than my purple, or blonde or brown hair.
remember when i actually cared about photography? why am i going down the drain with my supposed "life passion". because im lazy.
i want to be productive. but i cant when im anxious.
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